Today is a bad day

So many things happen today. I won't tell them, but it makes my life become dark! Argh.

That boy, soo crappy!
Never thought i ever met you! Never thought why God let me to meet you! You are not a boy! You are a J*RK!
It wont be easy for me to believe in boy again.
It wont be easy for me to make a relationship.

NOO!

I never had a relationship with you!
Even i never met you, J*ERK!
Remember, i'll make you feel what im feeling now.
I hope God will do everything you've done to me!

I will remember your name and i wont forget it.

Suatu hari gue akan balas dendam. Sorry, gue bukan orang MUNAFIK kayak loe. Gue ga suka dan gue akan ngomong ga suka.
Kasian cewek yang ada di sekitar loe, mungkin mereka yang harus nerima KARMA loe.

Aaaargh! Pengen gue makan, pengen gue injek2, pengen gue kunyah, pengen gue telen, pengen gue bunuh, pengen gue robek2 muka loe, pengen gue tampar, pengen gue rendem, pengen gue potong2 lidah loe yg kyk ular, pengen gue acak2 muka loe yg udah ancur, pengen gue mutilasi loe, pengen gue ancurin!!

Inget ya, cowok BERENGSEK!
Ga ada satupun yang pantes di banggain dari loe.
Kelakuan loe tuh kayak hewan yang ga punya akal dan pkran.
Bahkan hewan lebih terhormat dari loe.

Gue bakal bales dendam. LIAT NANTI!!

Gue akan jadi orang sukses, dan loe akan ngejilat ludah loe sendiri!

You're a precious present

I dont know what u have to say.

Sometimes you make me like im in hell.

Sometimes you make me like in heaven.

What do you want?

You ask me to be like you want.

Do you ever think about that?

I guess, NO!

Because you think it will be the best for me.

I know this is not a right time to be like this.

But i REVOLTED!

Could you give me time to be my self?

I do love you!

But i dont know how to show it.

You are the best for me.

You give everything.

When i feel envy to my sister.

You will calm me down.

I want you to know my feeling.

Are you okay?

Are you sick?

This kind of question that i wanna ask you everyday.

But I am too shy to do it.

I know you are real.

I know I do love you.

And I hope you'd do the same.

I know you will always be my best.

One times you hurt me, I will never forget it!

a slap
a kick
what else?

You can laugh when I'm hurt
You can even happy while i'm crying

All of that means NOTHING to you!

If you never love me, SO WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BORN ME?

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Aku benci kata

"Penyesalan"

yang selalu datang di akhir!

Jangan pernah membuat aku

tenang dan nyaman

ketika aku menangis dan kamulah yang melakukannya!

Aku sama sekali tidak butuh!

Sebegitu tidak berharganyakah air mataku?!

Hingga aku harus meneteskannya

berkali-kali dan KAU!

Kau tidak pernah peduli dengan itu!

Color of me

Yeah, now when everybody ask me what my fav color, i can answer surely. I have three most fav color.

First is Purple.
Actually, i dont like purple at the beginning. But since i bought my tinkerbell bag, i like it till now. Purple is original color of tinkerbell. Eventhough sometimes people said that purple is a symbol of widow. Oh my God! its not logical.

Second is Yellow.
its not because of my ex boyfriend's ex girlfriend (baca : mantannya mantan pacar saya). Yeah, she like yellow too. but this coloe is given by my mom. this is started when my mom was confused of my fav color. my first sist like blue and my second sist like pink. and what about me? when my mom bought some clothes for me and my sist, she asked the seller how many color of that clothes. and the seller said that there are pink, blue, and yellow. so, got it?

Third is Green.
its not because of my ex bf.its because of the guy whom i like. he likes green and it makes me like green. but since i dont like him anymore, i still like green.