Dad, in my eyes

Dad, I think about all the things in my life which you have given to me.

You taught me how to fix things that are broken and how to live responsibly.

You even taught me how to be a mechanic by checking the motor oil in my car.

You taught me that money doesnt grow on trees and how to save coins in a jar.

You taught me how to draw animals from numbers and you let me be creative.

You taught me to respect my elders and told folklores of many natives.

You taught me to always be honest and to help others who are in need.

You taught me how to view life and how crooked people can be.

You taught me how to catch a fish and how to bait my own hook.

You taught me all your kitchen secrets including how to cook...

You taught me that every day I will always learn something new.

You taught me that if I needed anything I could always count on you...

You taught me to think positive and to always look ahead.

You taught me to how to use all those handy tools in your shed.

You taught me how to live life to its fullest and to always smile.

You taught me that if it is meant to be then fate would always allow.

You taught me how to appreciate even the little things.

You taught me to be me and encouraged me to spread my wings.

Dad, you have taught me so many wonderful things

And you have inspired me in so many ways.... to live, love and laugh everyday.

You are everything that I am today and I just wanted to say...


*copas*

How precious you are for me!

I ask nothing to you. You're always misunderstanding to me.
Always have negative thought of me. Am i so bad?

I dont wanna make you cry. Never! But there's always misunderstanding between us.
You're so worth for me. I do whatever you want.
Even its not something i want. I give you everything, even my life.
However you dont need to give nothing to me.

I dont ask you to buy it. NO! I ask God to give what i want.
Thanks for realizing me that only God will give me everything.

Do whatever you want and be happy.
I dont ask your money.
But i'll prove i can reach my goal.

Forgive all my mistake, mom.
Even while crying now, i only hope you're happy out there.
I love you, Mom.

We Called Her, Mom.

Mom,
sorry for the bad times and thank you for the good times
Mom,
sorry for not saying i love you, but thank you for your overflowing love
Mom,
sorry for not defending you, but thank you for protecting me
Mom,
sorry for not laughing, but thank you for the funny thing
Mom,
sorry for making you sad but, thank you for your forgiviness

I'm sorry for the troubles and the worries I brought you
I'm sorry for my mistakes, I didn't mean to make you blue
I'm sorry for every bad thing I've ever done or said
I'm sorry that I can't be what you want me to be
I'm sorry that loving me caused you so much hurt
I'm sorry that I have done nothing for you

I never meant to hurt you, mom
The way I know I have
Your love means more to me than anything and I'll do whatever it takes to prove that to you

My Mom Only Had One Eye

This story, i found in google :)


My mom only had one eye. I hated her... She was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me?!
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEEE, your mom only has one eye!"
I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
So I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?!!!"

My mom did not respond!!!
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings…
I wanted out of that house..
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go to Singapore to study.


Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life.
Then one day, my mother came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren!
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her.

I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my children!"GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"

And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry.
I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared out of sight.


One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.

So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip…

After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity!!!
My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear...!!!


They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have…
"My dearest son, I think of you all the time..
I'm sorry that I came to Singapore and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see... When you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
So… I gave you mine…

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
With my love to you…
…Your mother…

From now on!

Saya sangat marah pada diri saya sendiri!

Ini pertama kalinya buat saya dan saya tidak tau harus melakukan apa. Hari ini remedial matematika matriks. Saya pikir soal remed ga akan jauh beda dari soal ulangan kemarin jadi saya sdkt santai dan hanya mengulang beberapa saja. Ini memang pertama kalinya saya di ajar oleh guru ini. Saya ga ada bayangan sama skali tentang remedial ini. Pulang sekolah, saya langsung pergi ke ruang 101. Banyak memang kali ini yang remed. Saya duduk kedua dari depan. Ga ada sama skali niat untuk nyontek karena emang susah nyontek dgn guru ini. Begitu guru ini menyalakan komputer, muncul lah soal soal tsb. No 1 masih bisa, begitu nmr 3 saya stuck. Bingung mau ngapain, saya loncatin aja. Udah slse smua nmr di kerjain, masi ada 2 nmr yg blm di isi. Waktu hanya di beri 30menit dan anak2 lain sudah mulai ngumpulin. Dengan pasrah saya pun ikt ngumpulin aja.
Dengan otak, yg masih berasap dan rumit, saya pulang. Naik motor ngebuuut. Sepanjang jalan saya marah sama diri saya sendiri karena ga blajar benar2. Rasanya pengen nangis, pengen sholat terus ngadu sama Allah. Tapi saya sedang halangan. Argh! Kenapa smua ga tepat dengan waktunya sih?!

Mulai skarang, saya ga mau lagi remed sama guru ini. Saya akan berusaha di ulangan supaya ga pake remed. Hari jumat, saya ulangan matematika lagi. Mohon doanyaa!

Ya Allah, mungkin dari awal hamba sudah salah dgn memilih ipa. Tetapi nasi sudah menjadi bubur. Hamba hanya bisa meneruskan ini semua. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku. Tolong hambamu ini, hamba tdk mau lagi bertemu dgn matematika seperti ini yang mampu membuat kepala hamba berasap. Hamba ingin masuk FEUI, ya Allah. Hamba akan berusaha sekuat tenaga tetapi hamba tidak akan bisa tanpa bantuanMU. Bantu hamba, yaALLAH. Amin amin amin

curcol setelah buka pesbuk

Saya bingung.

Kenapa ya kalo orang pacaran panggilannya 'yang', 'say', 'sayang', 'baby', 'ndut', 'jelek' dan teman temannya lah?

Well, kalo jawabannya karena emang loe sayang sama dia mungkin emang wajar. Tapi..

Apa harus menjadi panggilan kesayangan? Atau kebiasaan?

Fine, waktu gue pacaran gue juga nglakuin hal itu. Tapi sekarang gue bingung sendiri knp nglakuin itu.

Apa untuk bukti kalo loe pacar dia?

Berarti, cuma buat status dong!

Beberapa orang ada yang menganggap itu agak menjijikkan. Well, kita ga bisa menjudge orang itu iri. Tapi kalo loe coba mikir ulang, kenyataannya emang gitu kok. Ya mungkin bagi orang orang yang sedang kasmaran sih engga.

Ah, ada yang lebih berani lagi. Panggilan kesayangannya, 'mama papa' atau 'mami papi'.

Hell-o, have you married?

Atau lebih2 lagi, mereka punya anak, yang anak jadi jadian mereka adalah temen mereka sendiri -,-
kok mau yaa?

GUE AKAN BUAT EVOLUSI BARU

gue pengen kalo nanti gue pacaran, panggilannya pake nama gue sendiri. Ga pake mami papi atau sayur sayuran deh.

Terus gue ga mau banyak orang yang tau siapa pacar gue ataupun gue dah punya pacar apa blm.

Gue mau pacar gue pendiem aja. Tapi jangan terlalu pasif.

Gue ga mau pacar BOTAK ataupun yang botak se senti. OGAH! (maaf bagi pria botak, bukan melihat dari fisik tetapi saya trauma)

Gue juga ga suka cowok GOMBAL

EVOLUSI SELESAI

kayaknya itu bukan evolusi dah. Itu mah kriteria cowok yang gue pengen. Yaudahlah, lupakan! Yah, semoga apa yang gue cita-citakan tercapai. Amin amin amin

EKONOMI UI!! Yeaaah.