My Mom Only Had One Eye

This story, i found in google :)


My mom only had one eye. I hated her... She was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me?!
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEEE, your mom only has one eye!"
I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
So I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?!!!"

My mom did not respond!!!
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings…
I wanted out of that house..
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go to Singapore to study.


Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life.
Then one day, my mother came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren!
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her.

I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my children!"GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"

And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry.
I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared out of sight.


One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.

So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip…

After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity!!!
My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear...!!!


They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have…
"My dearest son, I think of you all the time..
I'm sorry that I came to Singapore and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see... When you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
So… I gave you mine…

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
With my love to you…
…Your mother…

From now on!

Saya sangat marah pada diri saya sendiri!

Ini pertama kalinya buat saya dan saya tidak tau harus melakukan apa. Hari ini remedial matematika matriks. Saya pikir soal remed ga akan jauh beda dari soal ulangan kemarin jadi saya sdkt santai dan hanya mengulang beberapa saja. Ini memang pertama kalinya saya di ajar oleh guru ini. Saya ga ada bayangan sama skali tentang remedial ini. Pulang sekolah, saya langsung pergi ke ruang 101. Banyak memang kali ini yang remed. Saya duduk kedua dari depan. Ga ada sama skali niat untuk nyontek karena emang susah nyontek dgn guru ini. Begitu guru ini menyalakan komputer, muncul lah soal soal tsb. No 1 masih bisa, begitu nmr 3 saya stuck. Bingung mau ngapain, saya loncatin aja. Udah slse smua nmr di kerjain, masi ada 2 nmr yg blm di isi. Waktu hanya di beri 30menit dan anak2 lain sudah mulai ngumpulin. Dengan pasrah saya pun ikt ngumpulin aja.
Dengan otak, yg masih berasap dan rumit, saya pulang. Naik motor ngebuuut. Sepanjang jalan saya marah sama diri saya sendiri karena ga blajar benar2. Rasanya pengen nangis, pengen sholat terus ngadu sama Allah. Tapi saya sedang halangan. Argh! Kenapa smua ga tepat dengan waktunya sih?!

Mulai skarang, saya ga mau lagi remed sama guru ini. Saya akan berusaha di ulangan supaya ga pake remed. Hari jumat, saya ulangan matematika lagi. Mohon doanyaa!

Ya Allah, mungkin dari awal hamba sudah salah dgn memilih ipa. Tetapi nasi sudah menjadi bubur. Hamba hanya bisa meneruskan ini semua. Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku. Tolong hambamu ini, hamba tdk mau lagi bertemu dgn matematika seperti ini yang mampu membuat kepala hamba berasap. Hamba ingin masuk FEUI, ya Allah. Hamba akan berusaha sekuat tenaga tetapi hamba tidak akan bisa tanpa bantuanMU. Bantu hamba, yaALLAH. Amin amin amin

curcol setelah buka pesbuk

Saya bingung.

Kenapa ya kalo orang pacaran panggilannya 'yang', 'say', 'sayang', 'baby', 'ndut', 'jelek' dan teman temannya lah?

Well, kalo jawabannya karena emang loe sayang sama dia mungkin emang wajar. Tapi..

Apa harus menjadi panggilan kesayangan? Atau kebiasaan?

Fine, waktu gue pacaran gue juga nglakuin hal itu. Tapi sekarang gue bingung sendiri knp nglakuin itu.

Apa untuk bukti kalo loe pacar dia?

Berarti, cuma buat status dong!

Beberapa orang ada yang menganggap itu agak menjijikkan. Well, kita ga bisa menjudge orang itu iri. Tapi kalo loe coba mikir ulang, kenyataannya emang gitu kok. Ya mungkin bagi orang orang yang sedang kasmaran sih engga.

Ah, ada yang lebih berani lagi. Panggilan kesayangannya, 'mama papa' atau 'mami papi'.

Hell-o, have you married?

Atau lebih2 lagi, mereka punya anak, yang anak jadi jadian mereka adalah temen mereka sendiri -,-
kok mau yaa?

GUE AKAN BUAT EVOLUSI BARU

gue pengen kalo nanti gue pacaran, panggilannya pake nama gue sendiri. Ga pake mami papi atau sayur sayuran deh.

Terus gue ga mau banyak orang yang tau siapa pacar gue ataupun gue dah punya pacar apa blm.

Gue mau pacar gue pendiem aja. Tapi jangan terlalu pasif.

Gue ga mau pacar BOTAK ataupun yang botak se senti. OGAH! (maaf bagi pria botak, bukan melihat dari fisik tetapi saya trauma)

Gue juga ga suka cowok GOMBAL

EVOLUSI SELESAI

kayaknya itu bukan evolusi dah. Itu mah kriteria cowok yang gue pengen. Yaudahlah, lupakan! Yah, semoga apa yang gue cita-citakan tercapai. Amin amin amin

EKONOMI UI!! Yeaaah.

Today is a bad day

So many things happen today. I won't tell them, but it makes my life become dark! Argh.

That boy, soo crappy!
Never thought i ever met you! Never thought why God let me to meet you! You are not a boy! You are a J*RK!
It wont be easy for me to believe in boy again.
It wont be easy for me to make a relationship.

NOO!

I never had a relationship with you!
Even i never met you, J*ERK!
Remember, i'll make you feel what im feeling now.
I hope God will do everything you've done to me!

I will remember your name and i wont forget it.

Suatu hari gue akan balas dendam. Sorry, gue bukan orang MUNAFIK kayak loe. Gue ga suka dan gue akan ngomong ga suka.
Kasian cewek yang ada di sekitar loe, mungkin mereka yang harus nerima KARMA loe.

Aaaargh! Pengen gue makan, pengen gue injek2, pengen gue kunyah, pengen gue telen, pengen gue bunuh, pengen gue robek2 muka loe, pengen gue tampar, pengen gue rendem, pengen gue potong2 lidah loe yg kyk ular, pengen gue acak2 muka loe yg udah ancur, pengen gue mutilasi loe, pengen gue ancurin!!

Inget ya, cowok BERENGSEK!
Ga ada satupun yang pantes di banggain dari loe.
Kelakuan loe tuh kayak hewan yang ga punya akal dan pkran.
Bahkan hewan lebih terhormat dari loe.

Gue bakal bales dendam. LIAT NANTI!!

Gue akan jadi orang sukses, dan loe akan ngejilat ludah loe sendiri!

You're a precious present

I dont know what u have to say.

Sometimes you make me like im in hell.

Sometimes you make me like in heaven.

What do you want?

You ask me to be like you want.

Do you ever think about that?

I guess, NO!

Because you think it will be the best for me.

I know this is not a right time to be like this.

But i REVOLTED!

Could you give me time to be my self?

I do love you!

But i dont know how to show it.

You are the best for me.

You give everything.

When i feel envy to my sister.

You will calm me down.

I want you to know my feeling.

Are you okay?

Are you sick?

This kind of question that i wanna ask you everyday.

But I am too shy to do it.

I know you are real.

I know I do love you.

And I hope you'd do the same.

I know you will always be my best.

One times you hurt me, I will never forget it!

a slap
a kick
what else?

You can laugh when I'm hurt
You can even happy while i'm crying

All of that means NOTHING to you!

If you never love me, SO WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BORN ME?

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Aku benci kata

"Penyesalan"

yang selalu datang di akhir!

Jangan pernah membuat aku

tenang dan nyaman

ketika aku menangis dan kamulah yang melakukannya!

Aku sama sekali tidak butuh!

Sebegitu tidak berharganyakah air mataku?!

Hingga aku harus meneteskannya

berkali-kali dan KAU!

Kau tidak pernah peduli dengan itu!

Color of me

Yeah, now when everybody ask me what my fav color, i can answer surely. I have three most fav color.

First is Purple.
Actually, i dont like purple at the beginning. But since i bought my tinkerbell bag, i like it till now. Purple is original color of tinkerbell. Eventhough sometimes people said that purple is a symbol of widow. Oh my God! its not logical.

Second is Yellow.
its not because of my ex boyfriend's ex girlfriend (baca : mantannya mantan pacar saya). Yeah, she like yellow too. but this coloe is given by my mom. this is started when my mom was confused of my fav color. my first sist like blue and my second sist like pink. and what about me? when my mom bought some clothes for me and my sist, she asked the seller how many color of that clothes. and the seller said that there are pink, blue, and yellow. so, got it?

Third is Green.
its not because of my ex bf.its because of the guy whom i like. he likes green and it makes me like green. but since i dont like him anymore, i still like green.